Surgery is scheduled for next Wednesday

I'm so thankful to have reached a decision about what surgical decision is the best for me.  It is a decision that I have wrestled with, talked about, prayed about and thought about some more.  I have never given a decision so many waking and sleeping hours.  This is a very personal decision and one that is directed by doctors, but also by my wishes and comfort level with risk.   I wish I was choosing between a trip to Disneyland or Disneyworld.

I will have a complete mastectomy and have opted not to do reconstruction at this time.  I can change my mind at a future time, but will not have that done now.  Throughout this past month, it is the only decision that I keep coming back to with a peaceful feeling.  It will cut my cancer recurrence rate down to 2%...the least risk I could have.  Both the Spokane and Seattle surgeon support this decision.

Both doctors have recommended waiting on the decision of the ovaries.  The genetic test really just showed a "variance" which doesn't mean a lot and they don't advise making medical decisions based on that test alone.  About 15% of genetic tests come back in this range and the vast majority turn out to be nothing.  I will go through genetic counseling and meet with a OB/Gyn in the months following surgery.  Again...a decision I feel a lot of peace about...I don't want to make a quick decision that is very impactful in my life.

 I was hoping to have surgery next Friday, but Dr. Guthrie's schedule was booked, so Wednesday it is.   I will have two days at school to hand the baton to my amazing long term sub, Katie.  I couldn't be more blessed to have her stepping in for me.  Without the support on my amazing para, Dody and teaching partner, Wende....I really could not leave with such confidence that all will go well in my absence.  I will likely be out 4-6 weeks.

I will think over the weekend about practical ways to help me and my family while I am recovering.

Thank you for your continued support, prayers, cards, meals, text messages, hugs and phone calls.  I couldn't do this without the help of so many...I am humbled by your care.

Love, Rachelle